This is just a quick update to say that last night's venting was actually pretty cathartic, and I felt kinda better about things at work today. Also I had a good day in that I did not put anyone's life at risk, as far as I know, anyway. Also I ate fruit, which may have helped my mood. Anyway...as was known, I just have to put my shoulder into it and power through. I'm workin' on it.